Perform or not perform...

Performing is a must in work

performing means you deliver

performing means you boss see you do the right thing

performing means you do what your boss expect you to do

They pay you to perform,

so you need to perform.

if you don't perform,

do you ask why?

you don't like the job?

or you don't know you like the job or not?

most importantly, do you see your future in that job?

Before talk to my boss, my future seems quite blur and blur to me

in what am i going to be

maybe i don't want to accept the fact said by others,

and now I accepted,

perhaps I have to accept it in an earlier stage to perform...

now I'm not perform.

Worst still.

Get scolded by boss is not a good thing

maybe I need to make my ear drum thinner

so as not to listen to much bad thing

and no eye see, no mouth say, no ear hear

Although I need to be myself,

but somehow, she's correct-o

due to working necessity

i need to adapt to environment

open up myself and try....

perhaps I would take things in a different way

My boss said, i should be more positive,

this is correct

i would like to.....

and trying to....

give me a week, I will do that to you

tomorrow will be a different of me..

The bottom line of myself, perhaps too high

i might need to reset it to a lower level with more tolerance

I can't just always get what I want

now i'm a small fish in a big pond, perhaps, in a sea or an ocean

looking for chance to become the big fish

Yeye, give me the wisdom,

give me guidance, I will go accordingly to be a better person...

I'm sure I will in a week time,

in a short future

maybe tomorrow...

I will.