My ability and confidence....

I'm having a course in Brunei for a month.
Today is the 11th day
The first 3 days is team building, we play a lot of physical games like amazing race, flying fox and abseiling.

During the first amazing race, we have to travel from one end of brunei to the other end of brunei with the van that they provide.
In the middle of the journey, we have to plan on what activity that can be done and the money used to do it. Being in a very optimistic team, we win the journey by having the closest score to our initial target.
Yahoo...!!!

The second activity then start. What the heck, the organizer want us to play games but yet want us to earn money from the game upon completion.
They ask us to organize ourself what games that we want to play and the timing available for each game.
And cannot clash with other group.
Apa lah....However, with the great teamwork, and my determination to continue planning, my team manage to get the score double the other teams....
Wow, double the score leh. It's all thanks to the planning and the methodology that we used. Who suggest it? Me lah...

In the last activity, I manage to suggest the team to use a method that could fulfill the objective faster. although we didn't win the game, we use the correct method to approach it.

Continuously, I'm in 2 winning team. I'm so proud of myself. Memang tak boleh tahan. My confidence level suddenly shoot up to 100%...

Time passes so fast...I'm back to classroom environment. 7 days passed in the class room. Suddenly my level of confidence in a tsunami level again, up and down, left and right. I suddenly feel so bad on my english speaking, my social skill, my chui sui skill, it's all because im in an english environment. I think I have underestimate myself leh.

I want to improve my english skill. I want to learn how to manage my feeling. But, in the end, I think I'm as if like I'm following the environment, the people.

No, I cannot do that anymore. I must fix my kecacatan. I must teguhkan diri. Think what I like. Do what I want to....

Things passes so fast and yet I can't do anything on it. When will I grow?

Perform or not perform...

Performing is a must in work

performing means you deliver

performing means you boss see you do the right thing

performing means you do what your boss expect you to do

They pay you to perform,

so you need to perform.

if you don't perform,

do you ask why?

you don't like the job?

or you don't know you like the job or not?

most importantly, do you see your future in that job?

Before talk to my boss, my future seems quite blur and blur to me

in what am i going to be

maybe i don't want to accept the fact said by others,

and now I accepted,

perhaps I have to accept it in an earlier stage to perform...

now I'm not perform.

Worst still.

Get scolded by boss is not a good thing

maybe I need to make my ear drum thinner

so as not to listen to much bad thing

and no eye see, no mouth say, no ear hear

Although I need to be myself,

but somehow, she's correct-o

due to working necessity

i need to adapt to environment

open up myself and try....

perhaps I would take things in a different way

My boss said, i should be more positive,

this is correct

i would like to.....

and trying to....

give me a week, I will do that to you

tomorrow will be a different of me..

The bottom line of myself, perhaps too high

i might need to reset it to a lower level with more tolerance

I can't just always get what I want

now i'm a small fish in a big pond, perhaps, in a sea or an ocean

looking for chance to become the big fish

Yeye, give me the wisdom,

give me guidance, I will go accordingly to be a better person...

I'm sure I will in a week time,

in a short future

maybe tomorrow...

I will.

3 months of working!

It's been 3 months of working.

Working after all is nothing special.

What you do is the same thing all the day.

Money is really something.

Haha. It keeps you move forward with the heart!

Guess what I do at my working place?

Hari hari go kepochi with other's stuff.

Then, go read some books to add knowledge.

You see, how rich is the company to pay me just to read books.

One bad thing with working for me now is that I sit in front of my two boss.

I cant do many private thing. That has cause my reading mood also decrease.

Every time read books sure will fall asleep.

What to do. I can just keep in doing what I'm doing lor.

Later on gotta set my goal and target for working.

Or else, I'm sure won't get confirmed.

3 months passed and just study book, kepochi, busy body and handle email.

Perhaps this is why senior say they just need to keep themselves busy with stuffs and you'll get promoted.

Haha, why so negative.

Another thing is relationship.

Although I try so hard to get close with collegues no matter what occassion is that, no result is shown. I'm still very not close with them and feel like still know them for the first time.

What to do? Don't try so hard? Be myself.

Haih. Working lar, this is the working life.....

Crazy confess!

Yes, I do like to study. So how.

Why can't I?

I know you guys don't like to study but I do.

So what?

But the fact is, during working world, not study pattern anymore.

Do master will not like the study time.

Do research will be the same like working.

What's the difference?

What I want are the glory, the compliment, the crowd, the technology, the syllabus, the new things, the new information, the free time, the people, the friends, the no gap condition!

Alright, I admit that this is the 'omph' that keeps me going on throughout my life in the study life. Why can't I?

But all of this does not happen in working environment.

Gosh, I'm going to find this out in the working environment.

Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying I don't like the working environment.

Coz I believe all this things is all the choice of the life.

Now my choice is to how to integrate all the one that I want into the working life.

I will work it out and lead a happy life. I still have 6 hours of mine where I could do my stuffs.

I will work the best out of it.I never say I want to quit oh.

Come shoot me if u think I'm talking nonsense. We fight on the reality!

Padini and Seed!

Last two weeks, I went to buy my formal wear in Pavillion.

Here's the comparison between Padini and Seed in terms of formal wear.

Padini and Seed belongs to the same company, which is the PDI Concept Store.

Padini is more to Asian Normal Size Cutting.

If you want to show your body size nicely with ur formal wear, you'd rather go for Seed as the cutting for Seed is more to fit size wear.

Padini=Normal Asian Malaysian Wear

Seed = Fit Size Asian Malaysian Wear.

So, feel free to choose.

Some facts in my diary!

Last convocation accomodation

Penang- B-suite= MYR 130 / nite/king size with aircond (enormous room size)

Penang- Tune Hotel= MYR 68/nite/ queen size with aircond (ultra tiny room size)

Vios auto-usage (1.5 old version)

Highway usage = MYR 0.11/km, 16.3km/liter

Highway+City+Little Traffic Jam = MYR 0.14/km, 12.8km/liter

City+Heavy traffic jam= MYR 0.18/km, 10.0km/liter

Citra auto-usage (2.0 old version)

Highway usage = MYR 0.18/km, 10.0km/liter

Will I get outdated from you?

Looking at my laptop, I think I never touch it for almost 2 hour per day.
Last time, it is my second lover, where I like to hook up with.
But now, no time.
How to find time?
Let me figure it out.

But, I found out that, long long time in the future, my computer will get outdated and even the software inside will too.
Coz I won't have much time to update them regularly.
What I want to use them for is only for application instead of their high performance.
Gosh, I want them to be updated frequently.

Time, time time. Someday, I will find the optimized way. I bet I'll win.

Strong desire to get away from you!

It's been in the working world for 1 month plus!
Walking to the working office almost took about an hour to reach there!
You know what most i can get from this 1 hour journey?

Haha, it is heat which comes from sweat!
I really perspire tremendously and then I gain heat.
Wake up for dinner gain heat, walking to office gain heat, walking for lunch gain heat.
Walk back gain heat.

Huh, heat just gets accumulated inside my body, my armpit and my head.
It really makes me headache sometimes due to excessive heat in the head.
Well, what to do? Air-conditioning at aircond at office can only block the heat in my body from coming out. It can't take away the heat! So how?

If i don't see it as a problem, then i think i would be feeling better!
I use fan in my house, I open up the window to let fresh air in (the dust come in at the same time, how to settle this, anyone give opinion?)
I use fan in the office. Yet, the sweat at my ketiak still kacau me.
Guys out there, give me some advice on this?

Now, don't ask me drive to work, it will be jam like hell!

The last weekend at KL!

Dear August,

I know you're eagerly waiting for the July to past coz it will be your time then. However, you cannot beat July because she is a great month. Many things happen in it especially the happy one. You know what, I believe 2009 July gave me the greatest ever pleasure when I'm with her.

Let me pick one example!

Last week of July, I'm still staying in the 5 star hotel of KL City Centre, Crowne Plaza Mutiara Hotel! Fantastic service and good environment. I really like it. Good thing shouldn't be enjoy alone. With plane fare cheaper than the bus, I had my "greatest time" with my dear in this 5 star hotel. Nah, don't think dirtyly ah....

Food-ly weekend. I had the most discounted and nicest food ever in the last week of July. Both of us went to Dain Ti Hill. The fabulous environment is so cool. Nearly a fine dine restaurant, we ordered 4 dishes; pumpkin cake, sichuan mee, cheese rice and redbean icecream. Nice environment but too bad, the food are sucks.

This ice cream is before!

And this ice-cream is after!

If it is not discounsted by mystyle voucher, I WILL NOT GO TO EAT. Tasteless yet expensive. Huh. Anyway, it's nice to enjoy the environment! Hehe. Then go to Pavillion hang kai kai.

At nite, we went to a Japanese restaurant in front of Lowyat Plaza. Erm, we just eat Udon and Soba already RM 42++. Better don't go next time.

On Sunday afternoon, me and my dear targetted to window shopping at KLCC. Ops, there you go. We found promotion done by San Francisco Steak House.

RM16++ for a set meal. Wei, friend, it is worth to eat leh. Tasty yet non-expensive. I eat lamb shoulder and my dear eat one foot long sausages. Haha, it is really long.

This is a fantastic lamb shoulder, as one of the best that i've ever ate!

Nite, guess what we have? Sakae Sushi. Hoho. It is a cool place coz everything seems better than sushi king yet cheaper than it with mystyle voucher. Haha.

Oh yeah, coupled with Gelato Ice cream from Lecka Lecka, with mystyle voucher also. Haha!

There you go. The food-ly weekend ends my last week in July with KLCC as background. Isn't it cool?

How can it be compared to you? What would you offer in the month then?

My hometown bed is so nice!

Dear my hometown bed,

I love you so much. Even a 5 star hotel's bed cannot bit you.

On you, I can forget almost everything except my dear.

Working at KL areas, KLCC specifically which is located at the central of whole peninsular Malaysia, not Klang Valley, really not healthy in terms of environment coz millions of car pass through the office and billions of individual pack into this place. Things are expensive yet the people are so unfriendly, makes the working environment the worst out of the worst.

Big big company makes the working environment less but got also,the pressure level.

Headache and headache nia when back at room.

But, I love my hometown. Taiping the second. Hehe.

Where the comfortable bed is waiting me. HOHO.

Rgds,

Yip

What's the difference between Saving and Investing?

Soon, I will have my first month completion with the Company!
However, living in KL is really expensive due to te high living cost.
Spent almost 1-2k ringgit malaysia in food, .5k for fuel and lap lap zap zap,
I wonder how much could I save?
Convo 1k, hutang parents 1k,wah, how many k could I earn???
If then, how can I save?
How could I invest?
What could I invest?
What's the difference btw saving and investing?
Are the final destination of both the process are the same?
That's to secure a better life in future?
Somebody, please explain!

Our Malaysia Brand!!!

Last week I bought almost RM300+ for my formal shirts before start work.

All are Padini.

When think of this, I remember one of my friend remind me.

Padini and some other brands in Malaysia for which we thought is Ang Mo brand, actually is Malaysia brand.Malaysia Boleh.

They are:

-Voir: Voir, Soda, South China Sea (SCS), Noir, Chiemsee, Applemints, G&H, Diadora

-PDI: Padini, Padini Authentics, PDI, SEED, MIKI, Vincci, Vincci+, Vincci+ Accessories, P&Co & Padini Concept Stores.

You see: Voir, Padini, PDI and Vincci are all Malaysia Brand.

But why would we think that those are ang mo brand?

(Maybe they use ang mo as their model in all their advertisement. Observe and see)

Is it because their name seems like ang mo?

Do you still want to buy their shirts? Anyway, if they are fit to your style and cheaper, why not?

Source:http://pasim.wordpress.com/2008/03/01/voir-pdi-group-sale/

Malaysia Public Bus!!!

Malaysia public bus is very unreliabe,not on time,expensive and service is also very bad.Malaysia has the worst public bus with uncontrolled condition. Yet,the authority want to increase the surcharge. Do they consider to improve themself b4 askin more money frm the 'rakyat'. The bus station are dirty, black market r everywhere where ticket were sold@high price. Who else2control them? rakyat? '

So far,the best out of worst r transnasional, frm kl to north of msia. On time,driver service nt bad & cheapest ticket. The bad thing is, it had a limited frequency of bus2a destination. Konsortium is 2nd,bt its acident rate is highest. huh,& its nt on tim. We rakyat, who else could we rely on2get a beter one?

I wish I have super power!

Looking at the bereaved walking towards the grave, I wish I have the super power to make the dead alive for a moment, to let the family talk to the deceased for an extra moment before being sent to grave. A person who had dead at age of 56, only half of his life has found his place besides the god.

How long could a human can live? If we take for granted everything: family, love, environment, friends, people around and etc., will it be late to take care of those things after we're no longer in this world? If answer is yes, why not start thinking and live within them, caring of them start this moment?

Life is short, please take care of yourself and people around!

2009 Mechanical Engineering Degree Market Value!

After research done from April till June 2009, a bachelor degree MECHANICAL engineering fresh graduate, regardless of any class of result, the market job value is around RM2k-2.5k at KL (RM2.2 most common with more job opportunities) while RM2.2k-2.8k at Penang (less vacancy).

Proton Car Budget!

You want to buy Proton car?

Saga 1.3
-RM 36-41k
-Auto (Medium line,M)=RM41k
-Manual (M)=RM38k

Persona 1.6
-RM45-59k
-Auto (M)=RM53k
-Manual (M)=RM50k

Savvy 1.2
-RM33-43k
-Auto+Manual (M)=RM43
-Manual (M)=RM39

Source=Proton Edar Mentakab.
Need a car? Get one now!

Living in KL, what else?

Transportation

-Car petrol

-Car loan

-Car parking

-Car maintenance

-Tol

-LRT

-Public Bus

-Summonses

Food&Beverages

-Daily F&B

-Special F&B

Insurance

-Personal insurance

-Car insurance

-House insurance

-Medical insurance

-Laptop insurance

Communication

-Call

-SMS

-Internet

-New handphone

-New laptop

-PC upgrade

-PC maintenance

Rental

-Room/ House rental

-Room/ House maintenance

-Room/ House utilities

Utilities

-Buy shampoo

-Buy gula-gula

Entertainment

-Outing

Sports

-Badminton court

-Badminton racquet

-Badminton shuttle cocks

-Swimming pool entrance fees

-Tennis court

Government

-Income tax

-Car tax

-Road tax

-Housing tax

-Indah water tax

-Socso

-Hidden tax

-PTPTN

Saving

-FAMA fund

-Beloved fund

-Family fund

-Own Fund

-Investment

Accident money

-let people ta kip/steal/ snatch

-comission give to people

-something really accident and cannot predict here

Royal Dutch Company & Me!

I've been selected as the lucky on to be in Royal Dutch Company.

But long winded procedures delay the report day..

The time at home, is sweet for job hunting and thanks god, I'm wanted.

No more demoralizing time, no more pressure. 

No more eye tired. I am wanted finally.

But why should I be wanted to be free of problem?

Family is the biggest asset of you...

Have you ever say to your mum that you love her?

Have you ever hold her hand while crossing the road?

My mum hold my hand while crossing a road, I feel weird at that time, and now I realise a different world out of unknown.

USM, Really Apex?

His blame in technical error has caused disappointment in thousands students, does this mean an apex university?

Done medical checkup at Taiping Medical Centre...

As required by Shell, medical checkup I did it at TMC and it cost RM200++

And I miss to send to Shell.

Gawai Day on monday and tuesday,,,,,, how?

Thanks god...

Thanks god, I can see the sunlight out of the darkness.