I'm having a course in Brunei for a month.
Today is the 11th day
The first 3 days is team building, we play a lot of physical games like amazing race, flying fox and abseiling.
During the first amazing race, we have to travel from one end of brunei to the other end of brunei with the van that they provide.
In the middle of the journey, we have to plan on what activity that can be done and the money used to do it. Being in a very optimistic team, we win the journey by having the closest score to our initial target.
Yahoo...!!!
The second activity then start. What the heck, the organizer want us to play games but yet want us to earn money from the game upon completion.
They ask us to organize ourself what games that we want to play and the timing available for each game.
And cannot clash with other group.
Apa lah....However, with the great teamwork, and my determination to continue planning, my team manage to get the score double the other teams....
Wow, double the score leh. It's all thanks to the planning and the methodology that we used. Who suggest it? Me lah...
In the last activity, I manage to suggest the team to use a method that could fulfill the objective faster. although we didn't win the game, we use the correct method to approach it.
Continuously, I'm in 2 winning team. I'm so proud of myself. Memang tak boleh tahan. My confidence level suddenly shoot up to 100%...
Time passes so fast...I'm back to classroom environment. 7 days passed in the class room. Suddenly my level of confidence in a tsunami level again, up and down, left and right. I suddenly feel so bad on my english speaking, my social skill, my chui sui skill, it's all because im in an english environment. I think I have underestimate myself leh.
I want to improve my english skill. I want to learn how to manage my feeling. But, in the end, I think I'm as if like I'm following the environment, the people.
No, I cannot do that anymore. I must fix my kecacatan. I must teguhkan diri. Think what I like. Do what I want to....
Things passes so fast and yet I can't do anything on it. When will I grow?
